Sunday, January 31, 2010
 first of all..i wanna apologize to My Precious.. sorry bie..i tau i macam prangai plak smalam.. mesti you irritated kan? =/ went off from my place at 3pm.. took train, met him at Tampines Mall.. aku sampai saner cun cun kul 4.10pm.. tapi abie plak lambat.. waited for him for about 20 mins.. ntah lah..aku rasa pasal aku nga PERIOD !!, LOL !! aku tetiba rasa mabok sangat... da lah panas terik..beh abie blom sampai2... haiz... biler dia da sampai, aku da start ah.. takder mood ni smuer.. troz kiter g tempat keje kawan dier.. intention nak mintak kunci motor, beh kawan dier pulak tak keje.. call call hp dier..tak dapat.. ape lagy mengamok laa abie aku tuu... bab..ingat kan kalau da dapat motor tu balek, malam nak g JB nak beli pillion nyer foot rest.. da macam gitu, tak jadi ah.. so last last we hang around there, beli waffle, panas panas kan...makan jap..woohoo !!! power !! pastu..g maner? g temankan abie jumpe colleague dia.. nak discuss pasal keje... nak dikatakan we spent almost 3 hrs kat tempat keje dia... Abie pun bisik kat aku... "bie..wait jap eh..jap lagy kite jalan k..kite g mkn k syg"... aku pon cakap okie je lah.. cause member nga khusyuk dgr colleague dier bebual.. tapi aper yg colleague dia bebual tu memang true ah.. you know when people talk about how to change your lifestyle.. the way you think so on and so forth.. motivations ah... yes.. that's the word.. ok ah...to hang out with his colleagues memang gerek ah.. yelah, i can also learn alot of new things, this and that.. tapi ! ader satu pompan nie.. pada aku memang irritating to the max arh ! pompan tu pon keje kat situ.. but petang je ah other than that should be no ah.. to me she dunnoe her limits with her customers.. do you think it's a MUST to have some body-contact with yr customers?? especially if it's with the opposite sex? sial lah ! aku pantang sak ! padahal aku nie, betol2 kat seblah bf aku, si pompan nie bleh buat body contact eh? dier step bf aku ngn aku nie rapat je ngn dier! in fact..aku tak kenal dier langsung sak ! dat was my 1st time meeting her... aku nyer darah up giler nye ! aku macam nak meletop jer.. tapi aku tahan.. chill.............. tu 1st time... 2nd time yang smalam ah... pompan tu datang ngn adek dier... da dtg.. salam2 smuer... beh..meja yg aku ngn bf aku dudok tu da seriously full tau.. koz colleague dia pon dok satu table ngn kite.. biler si pompan ni dtg je.. wah !! sardin je ! dia amek kerusi, nak letak kerusi tu kat tengah2 aku n bf aku eh?! what tha FCUK sial !! kau stupid kaper?! pikir ah... dier nak dudok in between aku n bf aku eh?! wakkaw !! aku binget sak... aku pon aper lagy..lincah2 shift kerusi aku kat seblah laki aku ah ! troz member nak step "eh..sorry sorry.." SORRY bapak kau bodoh! tak automatic sak !! since dat irritating thing happen.. aku betol2 pissed off.. aku takder mood... aku bebual ngn bf pon bangsa tak suka punyer... abie : knp ngn u nari sey bie..dari tadi i tgk u tkder mood u asyik marah2 je..knp ni? me : tak ah ! i tak suka sey ngn prangai pompan tadi.. seriously dia tak automatic ah ! abie : u tgk ah..slalu kalo kiter alek dari tmpt keje i je u mcm tak happy... me : i bkn tak happy..i actuali ok pe..tapi kalo pompan tu ader kat situ je yg buat i binget ! abie : abeh mcm maner sey? troz aku diam.. i drop the topic just like dat... da malas nak bebual pasal pompan tuu !! buat sakit hati aku jer !! after dat g makan kat New York New York.. sedap !!!! abie blanje !! hehe ! suker aku ! the food was great ! pastu g Railway.. ingat kan nak meet the Radicalz.. but tak jadi.. last we went to Arab St.. shisha time ! haha,.... went there with Raida & her bf... aku ngan abie kiter 1st time kat situ.. haha ! so 1st time ah tu aku isap shisha... ok ah... tapi next time aku nak g saner ngn Abie AJE... haha !! nak try try ngn abie ku... hees.... okie bie?? u da janji i kan nak g saner just the both of us? hehe !!! alaa...kalo u takot nak order, i order kan k... *bluekz* den went home.. but b4 he sent me up... we discuss about our love life... how to improve it... as u noe, there are ups n downs in our life rite.. ya..we had a good slow talk.. and he said.. "you see..it's 1am in the morning n at last i see u smile" aww.... i'm so....sorry My Precious.. i know u didn't quite enjoy our meet up.. i promise i will pay up for that k... *winks* also..thank you for understanding me.. yelah..u paham... i nga period..thats y i mcm marah2 n takder mood... hees.... lastly.. thankz for the NewYork NewYork treat ! love it ! and i love you la baby!! muacks ! Friday, January 29, 2010  i think in life we should respect each other... no matter how much you hate that person, you should AT LEAST give them the basic respect.. unlike this lady.. a mother of five children.. she showed no respect to the visitors in her house.. we came to her house to discuss on a very important issue.. i'm not the eldest who came to her home.. in fact, an elder sister.. let me guess her age... ard early 30's, was with me.. once we stepped in to her house.. yes..i saw her.. but i think she's acting blind... she never even acknowledge me.. tu aku tak pasal arh... but also..she totally ignored the elder sister.. she came out from her room and went straight to the kitchen.. nak step buat air untuk kiter la konon... beh..biler anak dier da start nangis.. dier masok bilik troz tak klua2... k lah...kalau kau betol2 da tak boleh ngn kiter aku paham ah.. tapi tak payah nak berperangai buruk macam tu.. tetamu datang rumah... tak bersalaman.. tak bertegur sape.. takde layanan mesra langsung... sepatutnye..dia yg rase paisey rabak ngn kiter... da buat salah beh lagy nak lagak sombong ngn orang... hmmph ! ish ! aku sebagai orang melayu rasa malu sangat2... macam tu ke kiter menyambut tetamu?? think about it people... would you want the others to treat you that way' when you go their house for good purpose?? and her husband was very nervous... while talking..sorting things out, he still got the cheek to play ard with his hp.. my goodness !! i thought you guys are matured enough... why deliver to us that kind of behaviour?! i'm shocked ! i didn't expect them..who were initially quite close to us, i mean they're our _ _ _ _ _ _ _.... to treat us this way.... i guess... initially when we treat them good... when i always tolerate with her ...... " eyy do you noe whether my husband is with yr bf? "..... giving her face... it's all wasted... they don't deserve it at all... takpe lah... i hope..with us not contacting them anymore.. will be great... u know..no worries... and nothing to think & stress about... tak rugi pon... hehe.... Saturday, January 23, 2010  again never go to work yesterday... took leave.. thinking of going for an interview.. but tak jadi.. in the end aku temankan mak n amy g jalan2.. jalan2 kat jrg point jer.. window shop.. not much.. ala... skali skala g window shop ngn mak aku.... hehe... kiter kalau da sampai saner.. mesti nak kena makan ice cream Andersen's of Denmark.. yes yes!! the chocolate chip ice cream is excellent ! after that we went to Subway... tuna sandwich laa.. aper lagy kan?? hehehe den we went home.. koz mlm aku meet Precious ku.. ;) he wanted to meet me cos he's too.....happy & excited ! positive things happened @ his work place... so...macam nak celebrate ngn aku lah gitu... hehehe..... suker aku!! so we went to karaoke AGAIN ! haha hobby kiter ialah untuk melalak... his treat..yes ah !! hees.... nyanyi2... den b4 alek kiter makan cup noodles.. u noe...beli kat 7 eleven den dudok kat satu corner..makan.. lepak kan?! hmm...tu lah...da lama sey tak lepak macam tu... hehe... teringat skejap zaman2 dulu... mase suker lepak ngn kwn kat bawah blok mkn maggie... den kekek2... bebual tu lah nie lah.... hmm.... again we go KERAZIE !! * l - o -u - r - v - e my Precious * Wednesday, January 20, 2010  today is a very hard day for my Precious.. something gotta do with family. it's okie baby.. i know that you are strong enough to go through thickness in your life.. or i can say, OUR life.. cause i really feel you when you tell me what actually happenned. so our plan to meet up today was cancelled.. Precious seriously had no mood to have good time.. too stressed up and also upset with the drastic changes.. i don't mind cause i don't want to make him feel worse either. let him do what he wanna do today. later at night he got appointment with his colleague.. work hard.. datz what he wants to do badly.. don't worry baby.. i will always be by your side, when you are happy and even when you're havin bad times. i will definitely give my full support in whatever you wanna do.. so..... don't worry baby.. cause worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, BUT it gets you nowhere........ * ily * Sunday, January 17, 2010  macam maner ni???!! daripada hari tu.. infact dah lama aku fikir kan masalah tempat kerja aku tu.. k arh, actually my job is fine.. cuma aku TAK SUKA kerja kat Nuh... WHY?? because it's very very strict over that side.. can't talk at all ! u guys imagine arh.. da lah tak ramai customer masok.. da sunyi sepi gitu kat dalam kedai lagy tak bleh bebual eh?! walaowei ! rimas sak aku ! kalau keje saner time lambat..aku cakap ngan kau...start kul 9am till 5.30... beh aku nyer lunch time punyer la lambat... kul 1.30 sak... by dat time perot aku da kruk kruk... datz y.. breakfast is very important for me... aku tak suker ngn in charge kat saner ah... pandai bodek sak.. depan kiter ok, bleh ketawa2, senyum2... blakang kiter diorg cakap macam macam... mepek kan... beh kalao part2 dier ketawa kekek ngn colleague dier bleh tau... kiter je tak boleh... beh pandai2 nak arah2 org suroh buat tu lah ni lah... aku tau la yg kau tu in charge... beh bebual pon bangsa sarcastic nye type... ingat kiter ni takder perasaan kape.. sort sak aku... da brape kali aku tak keje saner.. aku memang sengaja buat hal kat saner... biar diorg suroh aku leave Nuh... aku tak pasal.. happy lagy ader ah.. haha... tu pon aku nyer org besar slow sak... tak dapat tangkap ke knp aku slalu tak turn up... kalau aku kena kerja kat Guardian..aku no problem.. saner ramai orang.. at least aku tak stress sey... i think i really need to tell my in charge that i really dun wanna work at Nuh anymore... it sucks BIG time man !! i'm sure you know the feeling of DRAGGING yourself to work rite?? hate it !!! i gotta do sumtin................. Wednesday, January 13, 2010                     12 Jan 2010 night was FUN ! First, Abie fetch me then we went to Rail Mall to have our dinner... had Subway !! yuhoooo !!! At last Abie found his favourite... that is Marinara Meatballs... and mine is Tuna Sandwich....yummie !! also we had Lays Barbeque chips + 2 cookies... next...heading to Abie's home... change up and it's KARAOKE time !! yes ah !! ala...kat Grandlink Square je... yang budget budget la kata kan... haha... budget pon, gerek dok ! lagu lagu latest pon ader... paling klakar was when kiter yang MACAM PAHAM ni, nyanyi lagu omputih.. lagu Californication lah . lagu Mercy lah . macam2 arh ! terkekek kekek sak !! nyanyi je ketawa . nyanyi je ketawa . ahahaha !!!!!! kiter melalak pon 2 jam jer... slalunyer 3 jam.. kesuntukan mase ah... datz y... hahah ! what a CRAZY NIGHT !! Monday, January 11, 2010  sometimes i feel suffocated at home, with two strangers... they rent one of the bedrooms.. actually, i'm pissed off.. yelah..senang2 je diorang dapat tinggal kat uma aku.. pasal aper? pasal...mak aku tuu kesian kan dier.. dia kan pregnant.. days after days.. her stomach is getting bigger.. it's gonna due in 2 months time i guess... beh lepas tu aper? nak suroh mak aku jaga her newborn child ke? kalau dier nak.. cakap ngn dier suroh bayar lebih ah!! 350 ketol per month.. is dat enough?? i don't think so ah... pikir eh.. nak kena bayar bill electric . bill air . makan ni smuer... tak cukup sak... i never talk to her at all! what for?? nothing to talk about.. sometimes, i'm thinking where i'm standing in my family? made decision without discussing with me n my bro.. tau tau je dier nak sewa bilik.. wakao ! dengan strangers tu kat rumah.. aku takder privacy langsung!! nak bebual ngn kawan kat telefon pon tak senang.. takot2 dier pasang telinga.. beh nanti sampai kan kat mak aku.. datz y 1 hari tu aku turun bawah ngn laptop.. aku pon call mak aku to inform her la.. aku yang kena kena tengking.. mak aku ingat kan aku lepak ngn kawan aku... padahal aku sorang je sak... i'm so upset coz to me, my mom don't trust me at all.. ader je perkara negative yang dia pikirkan... haiz....sampai biler nak macam ni pon aku tak tau... kadang2...aku macam nak langgar je! 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