Thursday, November 26, 2009

Anything that happened to 'HIM' or 'THEM'.. mom will get mad at me...

not just mad..
but VERY VERY MAD..

whatever happened in my house for the past few months
was like HELL..
itz no longer a home sweet home to me..
itz turning BITTER . . more & more BITTER
everything turns upside down since that Witch lived together at my place..

even my bf thought strangely about me...
"why you don't wanna stay at home sey bie?"
me : tanak ah ! irritating je orang2 kat rumah ni..

as days goes by, bf started to understand why i dislike to stick at home..
sometimes i really don't mind going out alone..
just to slowly distance myself from that Witch..

because of them..aku kena ngan mak aku !
kena remind banyak banyak kali !
"Linda...jgn ni..Linda jgn tuu..itu ini...bla bla bla !"
its as if she don't trust me n bf at all !!
STRESS !! bf, lagy STRESS !!!

its true that initially i used to be very close with her..
but not now..
everythings' changed..
my thinking towards her attitude is different now..

i just don't understand..
why ? why ?
why ?! everyone in my home are just too blind to see...
itz too easy for them to have the sympathy for that Witch..

and when i gave a little negative comments to my mom abt that Witch...
my mom will keep quiet..
and that shows me that my own mom don't agree with me...
to her, i'm just talking nonsense..
What Tha F**K !!
i'm trying my very best to open up their minds & eyes especially...
Wake up laa !!!

now i'm at the verge of giving up..

aper nak jadi in the future, jadi lah..
biar kepala diorang terhantuk sendiri...
nanti da terhantuk baru nak sedar..
by that time..confirm plus chop dah TERLAMBAT !
tu part jangan cakap yang aku ni tak remind ke, tak nasihat ke...
Lantak korang la nak cakap ape..

skarang ni memang smuer nga marah.. nga binget..
but no actions taken..
kalau aku yang cakap tentu tentu tak load punya..
smuer scared..
takot...
takot ngn Witch...
Waakow !!
please ah !
sampai biler nak macam nie??!
bebual bebual..pusing pusing pon maseh sama jer..
what for !

like i said..
i'm goin to do nothin already..
itz HECKCARE time !
i'm too tired to even think of another plan..

N@#$*! C**$^# larh !!












LEENZDA♥

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the comical guy come,
made her laugh so much that she gets moore chubbier..lolx.."




12 July 2007 at nyte.
you phrased to me
" hmm..would you like to be my girlfriend?"
I smiled.
and slowly tears start to fill my eyes,,
You end our day with "that" question.
I am shocked by you
you are...
Hilarious,
Good-natured.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& til now, hand in hand, we belong to each other.


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